Future
The future stresses me out. Especially anything involving mullah.
Right now I am thinking about living situations for next year. I definitely do not want to move back home. Nothing against the parentals, but once I left the nest it felt great. I felt independent but I knew I still had them. I don’t want to move back into being tied down to rules and boundaries. I proved myself through my grades that I can balance social life and education.
I got a call from my friend, with thoughts about getting an apartment next semester. Getting an apartment would be cheaper than housing and the meal plan right now. The only problem is I don’t know if I can afford it. Right now I am pretty much getting my housing paid for. Once going to an apartment, it would most likely increase. But then again it might even out, because the meal plan would not be there. And we would only need to pay for groceries.
But, if I don’t do that then I can try for the RA position and get my housing and meal plan paid for. The only problem in these situations is whether I am with my friends or not. I do understand that sounds silly. I wish I did not have to be someone who had to worry about paying all of this.
I guess, it comes down to the end prices and whether I get the job or not. But I for sure do not want to move back home and be restricted from the possibilities of being at school. Even though it costs more I 100% believe that it is worth it. The memories you make from living on campus is worth it. I would never take any of it back.
Time to way out the pros and cons, the prices, and the opinions of my parents.
